It Is Only in Alabastron Where I Found a Lasting Solution to My Problem
I was burnt out physically and emotionally when my sister shared with me about Renewing Self Program. I was constantly depressed and anxious. I was in a place where I needed a solution to this problem
My devastation sourced from my career life. I neither loved it nor did I get the job I badly wanted. I felt unaccomplished. I kept wondering what’s wrong with my life. Then amidst all this, my brother died from an unfortunate event. His demise took a toll on everybody in our family. I moved back home to support my parents.
I did everything in my power to get a solution to fix this issue in my life. I would read articles, books, listen to podcast but they all had one similarity. They surely pointed out my issue but never had a lasting solution to it! Later, it got worse. I would either not take food for days or take too much at once. This led me to begin visiting the psychiatrist. Ouch!! I felt as if I was a waste of space on earth. I felt disappointed, angry, completely hopeless and purposeless since my problem did not have a solution.
All this time, I felt stuck. In fact I developed self-hatred. I felt as if I was a waste of space on earth. I felt disappointed, angry, completely hopeless and purposeless since my problem did not have a solution.
During my Alabastron Journey I shared my pain. For the first time ever, I felt a non-judgmental, non-critical phrase that says. "I may/may not understand what you say and have been through but I'm not going to judge or offer advice. I will listen. Even if you think it's the worst thing in the world"
This environment was an enabling environment for me to process my pain and move forward. This program helped me see that God views me in a non-judgmental, understanding way contrary to the God I knew growing up. My relationship with God is totally different now. What excites me about who I have become is that I do not need anyone's permission or approval to just live. I can be a happier woman, a better daughter, sister, boss, friend just by living MY life.
What excites me about who I have become is that I do not need anyone's permission or approval to just live. I have began extending the same grace to other women. I never realized before how important compassion is. It has also changed how I show up in situations in my life. I am now the right worthy person!
I have always heard of the phrase "the next level" and always failed to understand what/where this "level" is. But for sure Renewing Self has truly changed my life and upgraded it that now I feel like I'm on a whole new level. My eyes have been opened to new possibilities and there is no turning back! To every woman in search of a new next level sign up HERE for Season 40.